haha..yesterday went swimming with ks..had fun..but suddenly got gastric pain..haiz..so stopped swimming..then chatted alot with ks abt us when we were Sec3..times fly..LITERALLY!!its been 3 yrs le..so fast..had lots more fun then..now??haiz..nahz..much LESS fun liao..oh well..tts life..the older u get the less fun u have..haha..

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hmm..yesterday went to Orchard with jess,simin,justin and winson..went to Kinokuniya again!!lol..but i like lor..so many books..i think i can stay there for 1 whole day jus reading books..lol..ok..i'm nuts..oh well..saw samantha,ambrose and ming at kino too..aft tt we went to thai express to eat out dinner..lol..winson ordered a plate of fried noodles with ALOT of chilli..when the waitress sent him his dish she said good luck..cos alot of ppl complain tt there was too much chilli in the noodles..but he smugly said tt it wont be tt hot la..lol..so he started eating justin and i tried 1 mouth of the noodles and i quickly drank my water..it was hot la..!wth..say not hot..crazy..=p winson continued eating the noodles w/o even drinking a sip of water..siao la..haha..still have to wait for the waitress to see tt he eat finish his noodles without drinking at all..lol..lame la..=x

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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ZX!!=) *hugs* lol..(must wear ur hat hor..haha..=p)

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You are a very sensitive person. You refuse to view things only from a sober, rational standpoint.


You listen to your feelings. It is important for you to have dreams in life.


You reject people who scorn romanticism and are guided only by rationality.


You refuse to let anything confine the rich variety of your moods and emotions.

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haha..jus finished celebrating Zhong Xun and Victor's birthday..had a blast!!actually wanted to smash the cake on their face..xD lol..but the cake tasted nice..so..better not..lol..gave zx his bday present..hoped he liked it..lol..oh ya..SO SRY VIC!!i m the blurest gal in the entire world..on the train halfway reaching AMK then i realised i didnt bring the present!!AH!!how dumb can i get?!and the present was like in my room la..i saw it and reminded myself to bring when i went down to eat my breakfast however..I 4GOTTEN!!AH!!STUPID!!nxt time must write on my hand to remind me..aiyo..goodness..i hate myself from being so blur..oh well guess i'm affected by MARCUS!!lol..blur king..lol..see la..i now also blur liao..oh well..okok..i was jk..its my fault cant blame him..

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haha..guess where i am now?lol..i'm at marcus's house baking cakie with pris,victor and zx!!lol..and i think we're making a fool out of ourselves..lol..so fun!!nvr had so much laughter in 1 single day..miss hanging out with my frenz..i think i'm getting lamer becos of them la..!!lol..jkjk..oh ya..1 down side though..i bumped my head onto a stupid sign post cos tt stupid marcus walked under it so i jus followed..wat i didnt notice was he bent down abit then walk past..so "KONG" hit my head..i was like "OUCH!!!PAIN!!!" then i used my hand to rub it..and now my head hurts like hell!!now i'm using 1 hand is rubbing ice into my head then the other hand is typing this blog...AH!!i'm so freakingly blur!!stupid marcus infected me with blurness!!dumbo..lol..u owe me 1 hor..ok..i gtg stop my frenz from re-enacting the whole stupid scenario..lol..ok..bye..

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haiz..listening to S.H.E-Ji De Yao Wang Ji and crying while typing this..haiz..hopefully tml can make me feel better..going to mrcus's house tml to celebrate zx and vic bday together..hopefully it'll be a success..haiz..no mood to write anymore liao..bye..

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Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient(hmm..i think i fall under this type ba..lol..except the patient part is not true..the rest is quite true ba..lol); the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes," and are prepared to learn from everyone.


Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor.


They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many are strongly imaginative and psychically intuitive, so that the Age of Aquarius, which is about to begin, is much anticipated by psychic circles as an age in which mankind will experience a great spiritual awakening. The Aquarian philosophical and spiritual bent may be dangerous in that it can drive the subjects into an ivory-tower existence where they meditate on abstractions that bear little relevance to life. On the other hand it can help the many who have scientific leanings to combine these with the Aquarian yearning for the universal recognition of the brotherhood of man, and to embark on scientific research to fulfill their philanthropic ideals of benefiting mankind. When some cause or work of this nature inspires them, they are capable of such devotion to it that they may drive themselves to the point of exhaustion and even risk injuring their health.


Both types need to retire from the world at times and to become temporary loners. They appreciate opportunities for meditation or, if they are religious, of retreats. Even in company they are fiercely independent, refusing to follow the crowd. They dislike interference by others, however helpfully intended, and will accept it only on their own terms. Normally they have good taste in drama, music and art, and are also gifted in the arts, especially drama.

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went to bugis today again..come to think of it..bugis,orchard and city hall brings back alot of memories..good and sad..haiz..i reached bugis at 1.55p.m..supposed to meet pris at 3 though..lol..but it didnt matter..i went to KINOKUNIYA to read books..there r so so many nice books there to read!!lol..its my favourite bookshop..ard 2.45p.m pris smsed me to help her buy tissues..lol..so i stopped reading then went to buy tissues..aft tt i waited for her at the mrt station..then we went to walk ard and bought tacko pachi then went to Mac and pris ate fries..then shopped ard again..and then went home..

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haiz..these few days..came back home v late..dun want to go home..haiz..ok..let me start on..


TUESDAY
went to bugis after school with june,calvin(june's fren),si min,jessica,justin and winson..reached there and played arcade!!so long nvr play liao!!lol..miss the sound and the mood of arcades..haha..unexpectedly saw carl..he look so handsome in his new hairstyle..lol..=X (oops..did i jus said tt aloud?) haha..i am joking..really..i was quite shocked though..lol..now i've lost it..=p ok..aft tt i played para para then went out with calvin to bedok for dinner..


WEDNESDAY
aft sch went to AMK..but b4 i reached there guess wat i did?lol..i took a train from queenstown all the way to jurong then all the way to marina bay then back again to AMK...lol..now i noe u guys must be thinking "GERMAINE!!R U NUTS?!" lol..guess i am..aft all tt happened..i guess this was the only way i had time alone and yet surrounded by ppl at the same time ba..i really dun like being alone..so even being surrounded by ppl i dunno..i dun mind..aft tt met june to go mena's house..watched 'Guess Who' at mena's house while june rushed through her project..lol..aft everything was done we went to Junction 8 to eat dinner..and shop ard then went home..


THURSDAY
was a super tiring day for me..went to IKEA 1st to shop around then went to the shopping centre..june bought her bag..aft tt went to eat lunch..then went to suntec to walk ard..now i'm back..so damn tired sia..

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haiz..jus cldnt take the lonliness anymore today..so after school i jus stayed in class as some of my classmates r going to watch a movie..b4 they played the movie i jus sat alone in a corner...and quietly cried..no1 noticed anything..thx god!haiz..aft crying i felt better but still v v lonely..oh well..like the song "Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui" i'm not the only the 1 in the world tt will feel lonely..so tt at least cheered me up abit..

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had fun yesterday..went swimming..aft a super super long time..lol..=p

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SHOOT!!i got my exam today..scared fail again sia..haiz..i serously hate marketing sia..u tell me..wat the hell does marketing relate to mass communications huh?!haiz..stupid sub..oh well..at least its done..lol..=p but at least got smth to make me happy saw pris aft so so long..caught up with each other and had lots of fun!!lol..

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haiz..i hate Jalani's(watever his name is..) class lor..so damn freaking boring man..lucky got some1 make me laugh..or i wld have slept man..lol..then aft the 9a.m-12p.m class i went out with june liao..cant stand being in Jalani's class for so long..will die man..haha..

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haiz..sch today is super boring lor..whole class no1 listening to the ppl presenting at all lehz..haiiii..aft tt i went out on my own to walk around..so super boring..no1 to talk to and no1 to accompany me either..sianz..i so do NOT look forward for class tml..u wont believe it but 1 whole day is the same lesson lor..from 9a.m to 5p.m lor..wth la..!!i am so NOT going to class..guess i'll go walking again..any1 want to join me??lol..sms me if u all want to join me k?=p

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haiz..i dun want this thing to affect our friendship k?plz..i beg u..i noe i complain too much..i'm sry..i reali cant take it le..family like this,frens..nvr seen them for so so long liao..i really feel v miserable..i'm sry if i make u sick of my complaints..i think i'll jus keep it to myself ba..haiz..='( haiz..this song..is wat i feel now..='(


Untitled
Simple Plan


I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how, I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain


How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
It's all faded away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?


Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't


How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
It's all faded away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?


(guitar solo)


I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
It's all faded away!
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?


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haiz..those bold words are really how i'm feeling..haiz..i really cant change wat i've done and feel..the pain will always be there..i cant make it go away..no i cant stand the pain either..haiz..plz 4give me..='(

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haiz..stupid family i got..bloody bunch of idiots..all they do is scold scold and scold..like as if dun scold 1 day will die like tt..unreasonable freaks..argh..i'm in a v bad mood so pls dun blame me or ask me wat happen if i blow up suddenly or suddenly start crying or smth..so if anything happen i'm really sry..



haiz..on a another note,my heart is v painful..being pierced by a billion knives..i thought i will nvr allow my heaart to be broken like b4..but once again..haiz..this is the 2nd time i felt this way liao..i really cant take the pain..haiz..y does this have to happen??y?jus when i thought my heart is about to be fully healed..this happens...haiz..='(

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haiz..dunno wat to do..i really dunno..he..reminds me so so so much abt chris (my ex)..='( haiz..y y y does this have to happen now?when everything is like this..y is my life so miserable..cldnt conc in class again..thinking too much..abt my past,my frenz and him..AH!!i'm going to go crazy soon...*sobz*

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haiz..yesterday happened alot of things..i'm confused..i dunno wat to do..thought abt alot of things too..cried quite alot..he comforted me..told me not to cry..asked abt wat i was thinking..i didnt know how to ans him..so many things..i dunno where to start from and how to start..haiz..its been a v v emotional day for me..='(

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wth!!!freak of nature..u wont believe how damn unlucky i am today..i slipped and fell down twice la..raining mahz..so floor v slippery..then now my left hand cant even close properly without me wincing in pain..now type this blog also feel the pain...ah..stupid shoes of mine..=@

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haha..i have to thx my fren 4 helping to print out my project for me wor!!lol..ok..i accept..its both our fault..i did last min work and you did last min printing..lol..oh well..dun blame u...u must be dead tired rite?so sry lehz..without ur help i wld have died..LOL..jkjk..anyway no matter wat i owe u 1 (name ur price..=p) anyway tkc..

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haiz..yesterday i fought with my mother and father...they r so unreasonable lor..small thing like putting a cushion against the door so tt it wont open only...then scold like as if i committed murder like tt..bunch of unreasonable jerks..argh..since they keep on saying tt i'm useless,hopeless,stupid and rude then tt time shldnt have given birth to me rite?like this now make their life and my life so miserable..wat for sia..haiz..my parents r so bias..my bro argue with them..nth happen..me lehz??argue 1 sentence only then scold and scold non-stop..make me fed up only..where got parents so bias like tt 1??worse part is i nvr did anything wrong at all lor..

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haiz..last night i dreamt abt lots and lots of things..my ex,my 1st kiss,fighting with my bro and parents..haiz..dunno y i dream abt such stuffs suddenly..

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Simple and Clean


When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go


You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,


Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"


When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go


(Whisper)So simple and clean...


The daily things that keep us all busy
Are confusing me
That's when you came to me and said,


Wish I could prove I love you
But does that mean I have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when I say so
And maybe some things are that simple


When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go


Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before


When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go


Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before


Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before


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oh no...jus saw this song on my fren's blog and i jus cried...its such a sad song..haiz..='( dunno wat to say liao..bye..

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haha..yesterday was my cousin's wedding..oh my gosh..nvr see her for so long liao..she become so so so PRETTY!!lol..haiz..all of my cousins all so pretty except me..so unfair sia..lol..jkjk..anyway at the wedding i talked my cousin who is the same age as me abt sch and stuff..haha..he having his exam starting today..lol..wished him best of luck and left him to continue studying..haha..oh ya.. the wine at the wedding was so nice!!lol..kept drinking until my face red sia..lol..ok..gtg..byez!~

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haha..these few days got to know a v nice guy...he ah..v funny and quite cute...=X lol..i mean the way he talks on msn is super hilarious...lol..cant stop smiling when i'm talking to him..dunno y also..haha..i jus know for only like 6 days and yet..it seems like i've know for so long..well..we chatted alot and found out abt each other's past...well...he liked a gal for 3yrs..but the gal still chose her ex over him..haiz..so sad..me lehz..haiz..liked chris since sec 3 until now..but the difference is he got over her liao..yet me..well..i jus want him to be safe and happy..i worry for him alot even all tt has happened..guess we'll nvr be as close as b4..i have to move on..its been 3yrs since we broke up..but there is always this special place in my heart for him...haiz..anyway if i dun move on i can forget abt getting married liao..lol..wat am i saying sia..like as if any1 wants me like tt..siao..lol..well..i gtg..byez..

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haiz..i'm sick!!lol..oh well..i cant stop sneezing, feeling giddy and naueseous..haiz..this is wat i get for not enough slp and get soaked by the rain..oh well..

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WEDNESDAY


haha..today aft sch went out with june,si min,justin,carl and winson..went to city hall..again..lol..was stuck in HMV cos listening to music..lol..listen until i realise tt they all left without me!!lol..oh well..dun blame them..haha..june went to bring her frenz to let us know..but didnt mix ard much..=p oh well..dunno wat to say..left with justin,carl and winson at ard 2+..reached dad's office at 2.45..quick huh?=p haha..nth to say liao..haha..


THURSDAY


went out with keiseen today..havent seen him 4 quite some time..went to his country club to eat and swim (well..he swam..i jus watched..lol..lame rite?) later he treat me 4 lunch..haha..thx alot ks..lol..=D

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