Lost In Beauty-

Sunday, September 30, 2007

saw this personality test on a fren's blog...its quite accurate...try it...guess which type am i?write in my tagboard ok?haha...

What kind of season will you enjoy eating steamboat?

A. Winter ( To Qn 2)

B. Summer (To Qn 5)

C. No matter what season (To Qn 1)

1. Do you like to have some sauce on your food?

A. Like (To Qn 2)

B. Don't like (To Qn 5)

2. Will you add eggs in your steamboat soup?

A. Yes (To Qn 3)

B. No (To Qn 6)

3. If you find a cigaratte butt in ur steamboat food, what will you do?

A. Quarrel with the boss and request another new one. (To Qn 13)

B. Stop eating and just pay and go. (To Qn 10)

4. What is the main point you will consider for choosing a steamboat restaurant?

A. Famous ( To Qn 7)

B. Reasonable prices ( To Qn 8)

5. If the steamboat restaurant has a new product of steamboat, will you dare to try?

A. Yes ( To Qn 6)

B. No ( To Qn 8)

6. How many people do you like to have your steamboat meal with?

A. 2-3 soulmates ( To Qn 9)

B. A big group of friends ( To Qn 3)

7. If the steamboat restaurant is very crowded, will you wait for a seat or go to another place?

A. Wait ( To Qn 11)

B. Proceed to another one ( To Qn 12)

8. What kind of food you like to add?

A. Noodle ( To Qn 9)

B. Vermicilli "Tang hoon" ( To Qn 7)

9. Will you drink the soup first or finish all the ingredients in the bowl then drink the soup?

A. Drink the soup first ( To Qn 10)

B. Eat the ingredients first ( To Qn 12)

10. If the boss tells you that you must add some SPECIAL and ODD ingredient in the soup to make it more delicious, will you dare to add?

A. Yes ( To Qn 17)

B. No ( To Qn 13)

11. Will you drink a cup of cooling water after you finish this steamy hot meal?

A. Yes ( To Qn 15)

B. No ( To Qn 14)

12. When you are having your steamboat, do you put in your meat first or put in later?

A. Put it once the steamboat start ( To Qn 15)

B. Later part then put ( To Qn 11)

13. Do you like to put all types of food at one go into the steamboat or have it put in one type by one type?

A. All ( To Qn 17)

B. One type at a time ( To Qn 16)

14. What drink will you like to go with your meal?

A. Oolong Tea ( To Qn 16)

B. Plum juice ( Type A)

15. Do you like to have steamboat at home or outside?

A. Home ( To Qn 16)

B. Outside ( To Qn 14)

16. Will you mind if another customer is standing behind you, waiting for you while you are finishing your food?

A. Mind ( Type B)

B. Don't mind ( Type C)

17. You are already very full with your meal but the boss offer to let you have another steamboat meal, will you eat it?

A. Yes (Type D)

B. No ( To Qn 16)

RESULTS....

TYPE A Shy, a bit of an introvert. You are more stubborn and like to stay alone quietly at home. To you, talking to strangers is a hard thing so you have not much friends. But you will still have some soulmates. You need to treasure people who care and love you. You are more interested in your own matters, you will try your very best to achieve your target. But you can't do everything alone, and just depend on yourself, learn to open up and accept other opinions. Try to get along with different people.

TYPE B You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

TYPE C Gentle like a lamb. You have a high level of adaptance power, easy to get along with people. Very popular in social life but seems that no one will talk bad about you. You hate to have conflicts with people so you always try to adapt to everyone. You treat every person differently. To look at the bright side, you adapt easily. But to look at the dark side, you lack of character, although you are one big nice person but you lack of charm. On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around. You must try to express yourself more and be more decisive. In this way, you can understand yourself more.

TYPE D You are stubborn, like to go in circles and don't get to the point. Once you decide on something, no one can change your mind. You are a good leader in a group so you win a lot of trust from your friends. But as you are too persistant on your own thinking, you neglect other people's suggestions therefore you can easily make enemies. Although it is good to maintain your own character but it doesn't mean you totally ignore other people's thoughts and feelings. You will let people think you are hard to handle and you will lose friends gradually and may end up alone. You need to learn to accept other people's opinion. This will make your social circle bigger and you will understand yourself better.

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

went out with joel di aft my work yesterday...we went walking ard orchard area...haiz...he said to me some stuff that might make me understand y he is acting this way...but still i was upset...i still dun understand...haiz...

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Monday, September 24, 2007

anyway on the other note...i'm more upset aft seeing tt he changed his relationship status to single in facebook...haiz...=(

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went out with pris,zx,marcus and jing nan yesterday to celebrate zx's bday...but he didnt get his present yet cos pris 4gotten to bring it...and to think tt i was the blur 1 in the group...LOL!anyway we went to vivo watched "I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry" damn funny show loer...ahaha...anyway we were supposed to watch the 4.15p.m show but look at this==>

found the prob?they gave us the wrong timing!!!lol...but they still let us in...but we didnt know if the cinema was showing the show we wanted to watch...so i turned ard to ask a couple to confirm...so funny la...they muz be thinking there's smth wrong with me lor...LOL...anyway look at this stupid sign post which marcus took...

damn funny rite?ahaha...

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing - Aerosmith

I could stay awake
just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While your far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
When every moment I spend with you
Is a moment I treasure

Dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna fall asleep
Cause I'll miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Cause Even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And am wondering what your dreamin
Wonderin if it's me your seein
Then I kiss your eyes

And thank god were together
And I just want to stay with you
In this moment forever
Forever and ever

Dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna fall asleep
Cause I'll miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Cause Even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing

A dont wanna miss one smile
I dont wanna miss one kiss
But I just wanna be with you
Right here with you just like this
And I just wanna hold you close
Fell your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Yeah Yeah Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna fall asleep
Cause I'll miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Cause Even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing

Dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna fall asleep
Cause I'll miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Cause Even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I dont wanna miss a thing

Dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna fall asleep
I dont wanna miss a thing

haiz...this song is exactly how i feel right now...

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

i know u love me...but i guess its not enough 2 let u fight 4 me rite?haiz...i dunno y but i always cry when i watch ch8 7p.m show...especially when its abt Zisi and Lizhe...haiz...all i want to say is...if u reali find another gal aft this...i'll give u my blessings but i cant pretend tt i will be fine...but if tt reali happens consider it as i'm unlucky and i will die w/o getting married ba...haha...anyway if i wont live past 35 also no point of me getting married rite?ahaha...who am i to blame 4 my sickness?myself?god?him?no way...it was nvr his fault...its god's fault!he made me with this sickness in mind...and made me get worse by tearing us apart...4get it...i dun wanna say anymore...

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

haiz...i feel reali tired and heartbroken...cant slp...trying hard...but everytime i close my eyes i see his face smiling at me...and i jus cant take it...so i went to east coast last night...alone...sat on the stone breaker and jus watched the sky empty...no stars...jus like how i'm feeling...empty...haiz...drank lots of alcohol...like margeretta and vodka...aft tt i stupidly smsed him...but of course he nvr replied until now...haiz...y?!last time i felt such pain was 4yrs ago...i told myself to protect my heart from such pain so i always tell myself tt frenz will be no.1 in my life,2nd will be family and 3rd will be my bf...but when i got together with him...everything changed...i willingly gave him my unprotected heart 4 him to keep...cos i know he is the ONE for me...but...it had to happen again...he dropped it and it is now smashed into a BILLION peices...how can i fix it back?i cant...i onli have a max of 15 more yrs to live...and u said u wont get into another relationship until u're 30+...i will wait...but i cant promise u i can live till tt day...

we control our own lives...how we live...who we love...its our decision...shldnt let any1 stop us...haiz...but i know u wont go against ur mother no matter wat...haiz...i seen more than enough in this world le....i give up...i'll nvr fix my heart...i'll jus leave it broken...so i wont waste so much of my time fixing my heart onli to get it broken again...anyway if i suddenly turn v cold dun blame me...i am from this day on...heartless.

这个世界太残酷了！我真的受不了了。哭是因为我爱你可是不能和你在一起。我不甘心！真的不甘心！为什么会变成这样？难道我不能得到和你在一起的幸福吗？

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

haiz..i know its my fault...i shldnt have asked u to chose between me and ur mother...手心是肉手背也是肉...haiz...but the reason i asked u to chose was exactly wat was said in the ch8 7p.m show...i am afraid tt if ur mother ask u to break with me u will listen to her...haiz...and this is exactly wat is happening now isnt it?='(

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i really enjoyed feeling numb for a few days.but tt's not how i choose to live.so i stupidly went and put a knife into my heart.read his smses about promises and other ephemeral words and moments,in times long past.bitterness... but the sweetness evades me.

why do i do this to myself?i'll never know...or rather...i'd never admit it.

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Chasing cars - Snow Patrol

Chasing cars - Snow Patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words,
are said too much
they're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

the bold words r how i feel now...haiz...

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haiz...he broke up with me this morn...i've stopped being angry at life and fate...being v upset at the mere thought of him...my heart aches so much...i had to go see the doc...haha...life is so cruel...isnt it?i hate it...always making me upset when i am jus starting to feel happy aft a long time...haiz...

i still cry,i still hurt.i'm happy with the people i'm with.But when i'm alone......i feel just tt...alone...cold...scared...i hate this feeling...

inwardly,i'm struggling to stop this...but i'm losing...badly. i'm glad u r ok and having happy moments.i'm sorry you still have to think about us...no...its not plural anymore...think about...me.

share?i have nothing to give.How can I presume to take?

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Sunday, September 09, 2007

went out with zx and pris this morning...we went to far east...bought a pair of shoes which pris also bought the exact same...lol...anyway zx treated me and pris to bubble tea...both of us felt a sweetness we cldnt explain...frenz r great to have...i reali love them alot...=) well...aft tt pris gtg...then left me and zx we went to eat the famous chicken rice in far east...aft tt zx left too...so i was left wondering on my own aimlessly until jus got home...

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Friday, September 07, 2007

haiz...i reali cant take it...i know he needs time...but i reali wish i cld get him out alone to talk abt wat has been happening...haiz...i've been stuck at home for the last 2 days...thx god i'm gg out tml with pris and zx...or i'll die of thinking of the same thing over and over again...=(

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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

HO HUAN QI GERMAINE...u better not cry!!haiz...i dunno wats got into me...jus came back from my mrt station to pass him back his PSP...i dunno...i reali dunno...i jus started tearing once i turned my back...oh my god...wats wrong with me sia...haiz...

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		10
Acts of Service:		8
Words of Affirmation:		5
Physical Touch:		4
Receiving Gifts:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

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